i sat down yesterday
thinking of what i had done
writing down their names
to my surprise there were about 26 of them
i felt guilty
some, yes i have to admit
it was my mistake
but a few
i wanted it
but they left me instead
so which is which
was it me or them
“truth is indeed that ugly”
but like what she had said yesterday
the past made me learn and it make who i am right now
but still, im still in the same situation
right now.