its weird.
its akward.
.. .. and its been quite a long time.
.. .. i mean honestly i dont even recongnised the word "LOVED" anymore.
.. .. the previous met with those humans called "GUYS" was a no feeling at all.
whats love anyway??
INFATUATION??
seriously i have no idea.
im trying hard to feel it again.
but i just cant.
but yes i do want to settle down.
but cant lie about the fact that i cant feel anything.
i dont fall in love easily.
yes people do see im with this guy and that guy.
but hey if i dont get to know how am i going to fall in love??
common sense right??
ok lets put all these aside now.
its so pressurising.
is there such word?
so today was a dull day.
not until .. .. NETBALL!!
tiring but its always satisfying.
kinda' long time no play so starting was very blur.
but after that i got the hang of it.
and of course it was a blast!!
then get home and took my long shower.
and i think im catching a cold plus a fever.
then got so bored and i webcam myself on my lappy.
thats all lor.
*oh yeah!
psst!
on the way home there's this common people!
and i hate them!
stop looking at my ass idiatos.
you will know my life story
if you follow here through my journey
cause over here is my territory.
i have no plans for tomorrow so i'll just not plan and i'll just do.
cause the reason im breathing here on earth isn't for you.
