its been quite awhile i love
its been quite awhile i held a hand
its been quite awhile i hug
its been quite awhile i kiss
its been quite awhile i feel
feel that someone is there thinking of me .. only
feel that someone care so much about me .. only
feel that someone miss me that badly
feel LOVE
oh god knows how much i miss those things
to LOVE and be LOVED
but you .. you destroy thoughts of a guy
a dream guy of mine
the hardness you put on me
those hits pain on me
when i fell in for love again
remembering past of you done to me
hatred suddenly came out of it
and i avoid this thing called "guy"
and lonely was i back again
tell me how to forgive you
because of your done-ness drove me insane
wanted but afraid
take in then throw out
let them boys be victimised
purpose no it wasnt
feelings uncontrollable
words my own i created
however its all fated.