this was like an after.
tears had i let go before.
but this after aint going to last any longer.
showing isnt what i desire.
hiding it in making me perspire.
many things in life have been ambushing me.be it family, friends, work or even something personal.never have i faced such a difficult times like this, like 2009.it was a greatful learning of pains, suffering and enduring.i was weak when facing it but those weakness made me strong.to look back to where i brought myself now to.however, it hasnt yet end.cause its still here.
papa .. mama .. please .. im not that strong .. please im begging .. dont destroy what we have .. we dont used to be this way .. we were such a strong build family .. remember .. those difficult times we faced together .. please ..
love is something i have yet to discover.
friends, you are all i need now.